In which I am no longer an Idiot, but instead a little wiser (or something.)
I be back now I guess…
Depression is a bitch. Like, the kind of annoying pest that you have to call an exterminator for. Or in my case a therapist. I stepped away from it all for a while, bleeped out of the world for a bit. I still had a job, did all the motions, etc… so I guess i didn’t disappear, but I did pretty much disconnect from “it” in a sense. Does that make sense?
And you know, even back in September, when I was all “I’m hot shit, gonna take the world down motherfucker.” HA, that was me grasping at straws. Went ahead and read through what I had posted, before I came back here. It brought up both chuckles and a little sadness. And yet here I am coming back for a third time. I suppose a little life update is in order.
I completed both my employment and my therapy sessions as of this week. The 6th grade kids were awesome and I enjoyed working with them, I’ll be sure to write about them and crazy school stories soon.
Oh, and therapy was life changing.
Like the kind of “world view changing” changing. I feel both older and younger at the same time haha. Like all this crap I had been building on myself since I was… fuck, 15? Finally it came off, and now I’m back to the will of my 7 year old self haha. I have learned a lot about (my) life. I’m gonna have to write down some of these experiences/thoughts down just to get them straight in my head, so I’ll be borrowing your ears on that topic as well.
As for the comic, there’s now 2 of them haha, or at least the original comic and another story which is starting to look like a book made up of who knows what, more on that later too I suppose.
For now I’m glad to be back, ready to bother you all every once in a while :D
-P.
